Category Archives: COVID-19

COVID relief

What a thrill! What a lark, to see those magical letters light-up my screen in green yesterday: C-o-n-f-i-r-m-e-d. I had scored an appointment for the first of my two doses of Moderna Covid vaccine. Tears not only welled, they rolled.

One year in to the Covid-19 pandemic. One year since I had been able to truly hug my beautiful young adult son. One year of knee-jerk reaching for my face mask each time I left my home. One year of hearing daily death tolls, daily surges, daily resurgences.

Though the tunnel remains long, there is light. My post-Covid wish list feels slightly more within reach, now. All because of those marvelous eight letters, confirming that I, too, would receive that shot in my arm, that shot at resuming a new normal.

When beauty prevails

When all seems lost. When it feels as if America is convulsing beyond relief.

In 1918, when James Joyce was fighting poor eyesight to bring to life an entire city, Dublin, one loving letter at a time, the world was consumed by a fourth catastrophic year of World War One.

And, Monet was creating his take-your-breath-away water lillies.

In 1918, when Joyce’s hero, Leopold Bloom, and his wife, Molly, and Molly’s lover, Blazes Boylan, and the terribly serious Stephen Dedalus, were being molded into shape by the sharp pencil in Joyce’s hand, the Spanish Flu was laying seige to countless communities.

And, Picasso was arranging shapes and colors and cubes in ways that stretched the imagination.

Today, when the remains of a U.S. Capitol police officer killed in the January 6th riots at the beacon of democracy lay in state in that same citadel, and political parties are warring and a pandemic continues to rage, somewhere a novel is being written that will change forever the way we read literature, and somewhere a painter is mixing shapes and colors and textures in a way that will chill and thrill and leave viewers awestruck long after those of us who live in these frightening, brilliant, saddening, exhilirating times, are gone.

In the end, beauty will prevail. So long as we release our demands on what beauty must look like, beauty will prevail.

When doing double-duty is too much to ask of one word . . .

. . . even when a hyphen is brought in to help.

I received early this morning a push notifiation on my phone from The Washington Post, the BBC, and The New York Times respectively, all to the effect that a dose of a COVID vaccination was proving a certain percentage effective. The first alert to arrive, from the Washington Post started with the unfortunate lead words “Single-shot” followed by “Johnson & Johnson vaccine . . ..”

As a society, we are presently in the midst of a gun epidemic piled atop a virus pandemic. Certain elected officials in Congress are claiming their right to carry guns where none rightly dared, while on the other side of the political divide, constituents are demanding the ouster of those lawmakers who cite, among other things, the extension of their 2nd amendment rights.

No sooner had I written a menatal email to the editors of The Washington Post, pleading with them to replace the word “shot” with “dose,” then, right on cue, the notifications arrived from the BBC and The New York Times, leading with the words “one-dose” and “single-dose” in lieu of “one-shot.”

In the context of the present moment, an early-morning news headline that leads with the hyphenated word, “single-shot,” is simply asking too much of the word, shot. Just because the word can do double, triple, or even quadruple duty–as an injection, or even a jigger of tequilla or a wild guess, in addition to a bullet discharged from a gun–doesn’t mean it is fair to ask it to do so. Not in the current environment. Not when context is everything.

Mrs. Dalloway and the Novel Coronavirus

“What a lark! What a plunge!”

Ah, those first famous words from Virginia Woolf’s fabulous, timeless Mrs. Dalloway. Today, almost one-hundred years after the novel’s publication in 1925, and in the midst of a once every-one-hundred year pandemic, we can easily wonder at the marvelous manner with which Mrs. Dalloway would have greeted our circumstances–aware of the sad reality of death, yet enchanted by the human experience.

We can imagine her keen eye taking in and commenting on the COVID-masks obscuring the facial tics of passers-by, her frustration at her own face-covering blocking the fragrant scent of those gorgeous flowers that she would say she would buy herself. And, of President Trump, what delicious anecdotes would she serve up to entertain–and to energize us?

Would Mrs. Dalloway throw a Zoom party to divert and delight us, making us feel special–and superior–even if only for a brief interlude?

No doubt, a quarantined Clarissa Dalloway would find just the right note–and strike it. Twice!